Prairie Dogs Are Adorable

Hi, I'm Kathy Jo and I am a prairie dog.

I am an inner & and outter and I aint speakin' bout belly buttons!

I suck. I suck at most everything I do. I'm a never completer. I'm in one day & out
the next. But, I am in recovery I hope. Yes. I am, I know it . I can feel it.

Up until the last 5, 6, 7 years or so I was good. I was a completer and I was focused. 
Not a slacker at all. I was organized, I exercised, cleaned and accomplished.
My house was adorable. ((miss you good ole clean, cute house. see you again REAL soon))


Take hockey for instance. Goo & Deeburger are playing this year and they love
it. I love that they love it and I am the team manager for Deemonsters team. Oops 
on their part. But, I thought it was my time to pull out of my funk and get back to the
old me and that having something like that would be just the ticket. Holsyhit was I
wrong. Tomorrow's game treat assignment will be us again because I didn't pull it
out of my ass long enough to send out a dam email. **sigh**


I have excuses. Plenty of them.
Currently, my mom is in huge amounts of pain. I am trying to manage her house/health and stupid
stinky dog as well as my own stuff. Prior to that it was pneumonia that I was dealing with.
Before that, Christmas was kicking my ass.  Back in November, the weather was
shit & I was freezing to death and trying to throw together Thanksgiving dinner,TOM's
birthday party. October had me knee deep in homework, Fireman Bill's birthday, cub
scout drama (*smooches* Miss Piper, wont miss ya a bit)
I could go on and on. I wont because in my heart, body & soul I know that these
are all excuses and excuses only sound good to the person making them.

It it my New Years resolution (see...I'm even a few weeks late on that) to try and pull
my head out of my fatess assis and get back where I was physically, mentally & organizationally.

My moms health has literally scared me skinny. I have been doing really well on that
account. Now, I just need to apply what I have been doing to get back on track health
wise with getting back on track life wise. 
 
I just wanna be the old me again only better with more understanding of people that
act the way I do now. There are several seasons of life and I think I am about to enjoy
another spring. An awakening and a new me is about to sprout and come alive.


Prairie dogs are cute but, I am tired of living underground!